This may be harder than I thought...

Used the Wii Fit today, for the first time since I've started eating healthy.
Holy crap, bad idea.
It measures how many calories you burn, and just seeing the calories adding up, I felt all the old feelings coming back.
"I should really be counting my calories." "I miss feeling hungry" "I wonder if I could have a negative intake today." "I want to burn at least 800 today" "I just want to starve again."Uh. Maybe I'm not as well adjusted as I thought. :/
*Sigh*
Baby steps, Christine, baby steps.
I think I'll stick to walking for a little while longer. Get back into the Wii gradually.

Making new habits...

Ok, so, I was just in the kitchen, making lunch, (Salad with lettuce, tomato, cheese, shallots, tuna, carrot and balsamic dressing) when I realised that I was actually looking forward to eating it. It actually looked good to me.
This is a pretty huge development for me.
When my parents split up two years ago, all I ate was junk food. No exaggeration. I could eat an entire packet of potato chips in one go. (Frigging disgusting, I know.) Healthy food just didn't appeal to me at all. Not nearly as comforting as a giant block of chocolate.
And then there was the whole deal with counting calories and throwing up... I used to seriously stress out eating salad, because I didn't know the exact amount of calories that were in it.
But yeah.
I think that my habits are starting to change. I look forward to my exercise, food I used to love, (e.g MacDonald's!) now pretty much repulses me. You can literally see the fat on their food! Ick!
Weighed myself this morning... Lost! :D
Any who, thought I would just share that little epiphany with you. :)

The Internet is a Wonderful Thing.

I'm back! Finally!
For the last like, 2 months I have had no Internet. It was horrible. *shudder*
However, I have Internet once more, and am here to bore you all with the details of my weight loss.

Hmm, lets see... what has changed since I last posted...
Nothing.
I'm about the same weight, same measurements, my hair is a little longer, a little darker, and I have new earrings.
But that's about it. *sigh*

Starting to track my food again tomorrow.
I have a brand spanking new notebook, and I am full of motivation.

Stay strong! :)

Weigh-In Wednesday!

Weight Watchers meeting tonight, only weighed in tho, didn't stay for the meeting.
Had lots and lots of Chrissy shopping to do!
Which, fortunately, is aaalmost finished.
Just have a few more people to get stuff for, then I am done!
I love shopping, but its so crazy this time of year.

Anyway! My weight loss for this week is 0.8kgs.
That means I reached my 5% Goal!! I have lost 5% of my body weight! Yay for me!
Not as good as I hoped, but I really haven't done so well this week. Too much food, not enough exercise.
But i will do better this week! I have to!
Because 2011 is my last fat year.
EVER.

It has to be.

Stay Strong :)

Life is back to being good...ish.

Weighed in tonight, and I have lost 1.6kgs since my last weigh in.
All up I have lost 4kgs already!
Yay for progress!

All boy troubles are mostly cleared up... I ended up hooking up with him, it was fun.
But I'm not actually gonna go out with him, cuz that's just inviting trouble.
I'll just randomly hook up with him when I see him, like a slut.
:/

Strict-ing up my diet a bit this week. I've been really slack lately.
Haven't been tracking all the food I eat, secret eating, no exercise.
I have to get my ass into gear!!

Hope you're all doing great!! :)

Waaaahh.

Just ate heaps of crap, cuz I'm fat.
I need to go to my Weight Watchers meeting next week to get re-motivated!!
Waahh, so fat... :(

Rah!

Went out to my Dad's place for a week - went from 97-point-something to 93-point something.
Sweet as. :)

That is the only weight loss related news, I'm afraid.

I once again, have guy troubles. :/

I think I have mentioned him on here before.. We went out once, like two years ago, didn't work, stopped talking.
He's totally feral. Haha.
Stoned, like, all the time.
Met up with him the other night at a party, and we ended up back at his place.
But, no, we didn't do anything. We just talked, and watched a movie.
But we have been texting heaps since, and I think I'm gonna see him again this weekend.
And I think something will happen...
Scratch that. I know something is gonna happen.
Rah. I'm just super nervous.
As much as I don't want to, I think I like him...
Waaah. Why must I have emotions?!

He said he likes me... That he always has.
Waaaah!
Lifeisgay.
:p

If anyone has any opinions, feel free to share them! :)