I got the bike, I got the bike, I got the bike!!!
Eeeee!!
It looks older than me, but I have it!!!
It was obviously born before the digital era. Haha.
Its handle bars are kinda rusty, and there is a dial thingy that shows how fast I go and how far I've gone, but the seat is new. :)
I love it!
I went for a weigh in at Tony Ferguson this morning... And I have lost... *drumroll please*...
2.7kg
this week!!
Yay for me!
I bought my first pack of cigarettes yesterday. :O
I have smoked before, I just bought my own. I felt very 18 and grown up haha.
Ugh, I think I had about 800 calories in the form of Vodka and Blood Orange mix last night.
But I got verrry happy, haha.
I never get 'drunk,' I get happy!
But Ohmigod, I think I said something to my friends about my... eating issues.
Friend 1 was trying to make me eat bread, to soak up some of the alcohol. She took my drink away until I ate half the bread, so I tried to humor her. I hadn't eaten anything that day anyway.
Problem is, I vaguely remember saying to Friend 2, 'Ew, I don't even remember the last time I ate bread. I haven't even had that much to drink, I just haven't eaten since yesterday morning!'
Stupid, stupid, stupid!!
Friend 3 kept asking questions then, little subtle ones about eating, that I didn't realise I was digging myself a hole before I was way, way down. :/
She was like, 'don't worry about calories, just love yourself!' And I was like, 'but there's to frickin' much to love!'
She just looked at me then, and said 'Amy, I am very worried about your eating habits and relationship with food.'
She looked so sad and worried! I felt frickin' terrible.
But eh. I
will be skinny.
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