Feeling rather hopeless...

Blah.
Blahblahblah.
I feel gross.
I gain weight, then lose it, gain it back, and lose it again.
But I never really actually lose any.
I've been at 95.4 for I don't know how long.
It's so difficult to eat what I want, seeing as I live with my mum and (sometimes) little brother.
If only someone would hire me, then I could start saving, and move the heck out of here!

Ugh.
This is lame.
I don't know where to go from here.
I'm just... floating, at the moment.
Not sure of anything, just the need to lose weight, as fast as possible.

I hope this feeling goes away soon...