Not giving up, just taking a new form of attack.

Happy Tuesday! :)
I read through my last few posts, and I sound terribly melancholy. So, I spent the whole morning... readjusting my outlook.

As soon as mum comes home, I'm asking her if I can start Tony Ferguson again. I like it, it worked, and if I have to have two calorie laden shakes a day, so be it.
But, I am going to follow it exactly. Last time I did pretty well, but cheated a little, didn't eat enough fruit, not enough water, things like that, and I still lost 10 or so kilos!
So if I follow it better this time.... :)
Yes. I am much happier now.

On another note, I started a Tumblr! I cant use it, but I have it! Haha.
I'm sure i can figure it out... eventually!
its called
iloveyou2thebones
hence why I changed the name of this blog. Just so it all matches. :)

I watched some Pro Ana doco on YouTube.. It was actually really good. Made me feel fat, but it was still good.

I am determined to be skinny by December 1st. Grrr. I will show them all!!

Don't yell at me, but I am considering taking up smoking. Not cause its 'cool,' it not. Because the whole appetite suppressant thing.
Its either that or diet pills. Blah.
Any input about that would be nice :)