I need your advice. Yes, YOU!

Ok, I don't care if we have never spoken before, but I need some input on this.
Because I am actually totally unable to make a decision and stick with it on my own.

I have been trying to stick to 1200cals per day for a while, sometimes going over, sometimes staying under.
Exercise has been a bit inconsistent, except for the last week or so.

Weight wise, I lose a bit, I gain it back. I lose a little more, I gain it plus more back.
Confuses the hell out of me.

When I was eating as little as possible, I was pretty much losing 0.1kgs every day, fairly consistently.
Every now and then I would have a bad day and binge, gain like 0.8kgs, lose it, and keep going.

SO.
What I would like your advice on, is which way to go?
It would be really great if someone could give me a hand with this. :/

At the moment, I'm leaning towards option B, but I know, it's unhealthy, it can't last, yadda yadda yadda.

Anyone want to help?

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Christine xx

To stay or to go?

Ok, so I'm in day 2 of eating like a normal person.

I just decided that I couldn't keep living how I was, its just not fun. Having to agonize over everything I ate or drank, constantly counting calories, I couldn't keep doing that, so I quit.
Went cold turkey.
Actually, its easier than I thought... I don't know if that's a good or bad thing :/

So since Sunday I have been stuck at 94.7, and no amount of restricting or exercising could change that. I ate Breakfast, Lunch, Afternoon tea, and Dinner yesterday, and as of today I'm now 94.4.
Life is good. :D

Going to the beach on Saturday. Sure not wearing a bikini, but still. I won't be as fat as I was last time I went to the beach.

I don't know if I'm going to continue this blog...
I want to, because I want to see how everyone I follow is going, like, I'm not going to go all anti-dieting or anything. I still hope all of you meet your goal weights and are happy.
But then I don't want to, just in case I get tempted to start again...

Rah. I don't know.
Stay strong.
xx