ED Survey

I thought it might be fun, and what the hell, nobody reads this anyway!! :)


Size: shirts -M-L/14-16, pants - 14-16
Age: 17 (nearly 18!)
Highest Weight: 108kgs
Lowest Weight: 70-something kgs
Goal Weight: 60-70kgs

Favorite Diet Food?
Green tea, dry crusket (30cal)

Favorite Binge Food?
Ice cream, Mac&Cheese

Favorite Exercise?
exercise bike, yoga, cardio

Thinspo?
Shoulder, collar and hip bones showing <3

What Makes You Slip Up?
Boredom, stress

What Makes You Strong?
Knowing I can hide it from everyone.

When Did It Start?
Highschool some time...

Does Anyone Know?
Some people know a little bit... But no one knows the full extent.

Do You Want Help?
Hell no. Not until I'm skinny at least.

How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day?
Changes everyday, from 0-1000. Tops.

What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror?
FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT!!!!

Are You In A Relationship?
Haha yeah no. No one would look at me when I'm this size....

Is It For Attention?
No!! It's because it should be against the law to be as big as me :p

Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends?
Fat one. :(

Are You Depressed?
 No :p

Ever Tried To Commit Suicide?
Noooo

Ever Been To A Psychologist?
Never.

Are You On Any Medication?
Yes, for my epilepsy.

I AM -
[x] anorexic
[x] ednos
[x] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[x] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something
[ ] under 100lbs
[x] starving myself
[ ] participating in a fast
[ ] vegan

PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[ ] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[ ] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me
[ ] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic
[x] have tried to stop me

I WISH -
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was prettier
[ ] I could stop being ana/mia
[x] I had a boy/girlfriend
[ ] I could disappear

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference
[x] shaking
[x] being weak (but strong at the same time)
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

I HATE -
[x] when people stare
[x] being asked questions
[x] having to eat [in front of other people]
[x] being single
[x] wearing short skirts
[x] being fat
[x] looking ugly
[x] feeling this way
[x] fat people

I NEED -
[x] more support
[x] people to stay out of my business
[ ] more friends
[ ] someone to know
[x] less food
[x] more water
[x] a gym membership
[x] to lose 50 lbs
[x] to lose 30 lbs
[x] to lose 10lbs

Not quite as fun as I thought... But still. :)