I cannot wait till I live on my own!

If I lived alone, I would survive off black coffee, soup and lean cuisine meals. <3
500 calorie days, every day.
Uhh, I need a job.

I would live in some artfully run down little place, charming in a sort of struggling artist kind of way.
I would spend all my money on cheap vintage clothes and $300 shoes.
I could bring my elderly exercise equipment, they would suit the place.
Go out every night, sleep all day, and study when I found the time.
I could make coffee in some quaint cafe downtown.

Or I could sell out and be a check out chick, live in a dodgy $250/month hut, and live off black coffee, soup and lean cuisine because that's all I can afford. :/

Sorry, I'm just stressing about the future... I'm stuck. I have no idea how to get out of this rut. :p
The only thing that means anything to me is losing weight. That is why I get out of bed. To exercise. To not eat. To see the scale go down, and down, and down...

Rah. How depressing. I'll try for a happier post next time.
Stay strong
xx